简单的幸福,是一种心窝里温暖的感觉.即便你绝少说爱我,但我知道我是你的世界.而同样地,我无法想象没有你的生命.

分享生活里的点滴，接受对方的怪癖，必要时体恤和支持对方。彼此的了解，已经成为一种默契。

情人，朋友，知己。you're all these and more. 亲爱的，谢谢你的爱， 这3年在你身边很开心。

maybe i was making a mountain out of a molehill. but my mood that day was quite bad, and i didn't want to show a black face. hope they had fun, and i'll see them again on the 31st, where hong says to have a white elephant gift exchange (go wiki it, quite complicated =p)

had a barbecue yesterday at home with the 姐妹, excluding shell and leen. initially we thought we were hungry ghosts, but then we ended up with too much food. lala had to make a date with her taiwan sausage that she didn't keep, and wing had to take home her marshmallows, which we were too full to even touch.

starting the fire

 

barbecue in action!

 

 

 

the uncooked shitake mushrooms- the one with the hole in the centre is mine lol

 

look at the number of 'dogs'. no wonder we can't finish. but if we did, wow we're really 饿鬼, haha

 

dad's beehoon

 

lala's mum marinated these wings! i like!

 

darling

 

tadah! log cake!

 

the girls=)

 

the final group photo, yay! it was fun!

 

i don't really know how you could bear with me, all my eccentricities and mood swings. but your understanding makes me feel loved. thanks dear.

today- vball plus dinner at sentosa/ harbourfront
xmas- bbq at my house
26th- collect passport (but nowhere to go)

29th got to meet the girls for dinner at waraku.
31st going jw's house for countdown
and sometime next week, meeting tpjc girls for dinner.

busy busy busy, making the most of the last 2 weeks of holidays!

the photos!

the only unblur and clear shot of gen and i. oops, more tries next time k my dear?

the beautiful lit esplanade area

the food we ate yesterday at 85, and also during ktv! the nice japan moshi and chocolate! =)

random photos of us when other people are singing.. haha


present exchange..


our many timed group shots. haha

it's been fun these few days, yay!

and now i have a new phone- Nokia E71. still exploring its functions, but its nice, cause mine is white!! =D

finally played one complete round of mahjong yesterday, but i still lost money. haha, alfred win 2 times already cheat us of about half of our capital le. haha too pro.

then headed to 85 for early dinner before going katong to sing. haha the familiar yellow and blue walls that always serve as the background of our photos (which i'll update later, still charging BOTH my batteries). wa, some of the songs we sing are so old and so hilariously lame, like 爱拼才会赢，潇洒走一回，无言的结局 etc. of course there was also shitwitu. hahha

all in all, a great time last night, and i'm looking forward to the bbq!=)

met up with gen today, and she says i am bad luck cause she'll quarrel before meeting me. haha and i've not seen her for so long, we just kept chatting non-stop. guess there are some decisions that you have to make even though you might regret. but its not always so clear cut for everything, which only makes life so complicated.

pator tomorrow!=) but that has to be after running stupid errands for my mum and maybe my brother. i swear the two of them are getting more alike, acting like they are very busy, and has no time to do small little stuff, which i have to handle for them. grr

mahjong, dinner and ktv on sat! yay, get to exchange presents! haha our yearly tradition =p

sunday's the winter solstice, so dinner at home!

let's enjoy the holidays!!!!

had 5 hours ktv session with some 2b people in the afternoon. sang some unusual songs that we don't normally sing. maybe we should sing more often, so that lt can stop giving up on the high notes n 'hai'-ing!



walked from the cc to 85 for dinner, and all the way i was grumbling about my hunger. and finally we had familiar food in familiar surroundings, but! the seating arrangement of 9 people is a bit difficult for sharing. so, in some ways it was less fun that i expected. oh well, there will be another chance. maybe we've just got to get used to it.

met up with dear old friend QL at ps for simple dinner and coffee. seems so long since we talked properly, barely saw each other throughout the semester. nothing much has really changed, except that the toll of the past semester can be seen on each other's tired faces. and as usual, i didn't bring my camera for any photos.

perhaps fyp for me is just a matter of talking appropriately and at the necessary timing to show the correct level of enthusiasm and concern.

i just want to grad.

fretting about the progress of my fyp, have to tackle the post grad soon. otherwise nothing will ever start.

tired after hj's party. didn't feel as enthusiastic about it as i thought i would, but it still wasn't too bad. could tell hj put quite a bit of thought into planning.

a funeral is one occasion to bring everyone together. but it's so sad to realise that no one else ever thought to organise a gathering just to bring the family together. got to wait till now, to see just how much all the uncles have aged, how much the cousins have changed, how much the nephews have grown. i am saddened that i probably would have to search hard for a hint of recognition in the faces of the relatives i chance upon in the street, and then search my distant memory for the names.

the worst is that there is nothing to say, cause so much time has passed that we can't even pretend to know what's going on in each other's lives. and to think we used to play together, some 14 years ago.

staying up late to 陪太子读书, but i going to knock out soon.

shopping tomorrow, yay! even though i may end up being a walking zombie, but steamboat dinner and girls time together is so inviting.

supposed to play badminton on sat afternoon, followed by hj's party. meeting evan, md and joyce for lunch on sun (forgot if i asked ql to come along). was supposed to meet gen for dinner, but now i have to attend the wake of a relative who i've not seen in a very long time.

i hope not to get assaulted by memories of the family fight.

scared myself shitless by being kpo and emailing the prof about interim report. then accidentally saboed everyone to have to do it by 5th.

thank god for the brave soul who said we haven't done any lab, thank god for the slack prof who said ok.

now i just have to do my research more thoroughly and have something to discuss on 19th dec.

phew. phew phew. my stomach stopped churning.